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I fix'd my Umbrella also in a Step at the Stern，like a Mast，to stand over my Head，and keep the Heat of the Sun off of me like an Auning；and thus I every now and then took a little Voyage upon the Sea，but never went far out，nor far from the little Creek；but at last being eager to view the Circumference of my little Kingdom，I resolv'd upon my our，and accordingly I victuall'd my Ship for the Voyage，putting in two Dozen of my Loaves （Cakes I should rather All them） of Barley Bread，an Earthen Pot full of parch'd Rice，a Food I eat a great deal of，a little Bottle of Rum，half a Goat，and Powder and Shot for killing more，and two large Watch-coats，of those which，as I mention'd before，I had sav'd out of the Seamen's Chests；these I took，one to lye upon，and the other to cover me in the Night.
It was the sixth of November，in the sixth Year of my Reign，or my Captivity，which you please，That I set out on this Voyage，and I found it much longer than I expected；for though the Island it self was not very large，yet when I me to the East Side of it，I found a great Ledge of Rocks lye out above two Leagues into the Sea，some above Water，some under it；and beyond that，a Shoal of Sand，lying dry half a League more；so that I was oblig'd to go a great Way out to Sea to double the Point.
When first I discover'd them，I was going to give over my Enterprise，and come back again，not knowing how far it might oblige me to go out to Sea；and above all，doubting how I should get back again；so I came to an Anchor；for I had made me a kind of an Anchor with a Piece of a broken Graplin，which I got out of the Ship.
Having secur'd my Boat，I took my Gun，and went on Shore，climbing up upon a Hill，which seem'd to over-look that Point，where I saw the full Extent of it，and resolv'd to venture.
In my viewing the Sea from that Hill where I stood，I perceiv'd a strong，and indeed，a most furious Current，which run to the East，and even came close to the Point；and I took the more Notice of it，because I saw there might be some Danger；that when I came into it，I might be carry'd out to Sea by the Strength of it，and not be able to make the Island again；and indeed，had I not gotten first up upon this Hill，1 believe it would have been so；for there was the same Current on the other Side the Island，only，that it set off at a farther Distance；and I saw there was a strong Eddy under the Shore；so I had nothing to do but to get in out of the first Current，and I should presently be in an Eddy.
I lay here，however，two Days；because the Wind blowing pretty fresh at E.S.E. and that being just contrary to the said Current，made a great Breach of the Sea upon the Point；so that it was not safe for me to keep too close to the Shore for the Breach，nor to go too far off because of the Stream.
The third Day in the Morning，the Wind having abated over Night，the Sea was calm，and I ventur'd；but I am a warning Piece again，to all rash and ignorant Pilots；for no sooner was I come to the Point，when even I was not my Boat's Length from the Shore，but I found my self in a great Depth of Water，and a Current like the Sluice of a Mill：It carry'd my Boat a long with it with such Violence，That all I could do，could not keep her so much as on the Edge of it；but I found it hurry'd me farther and farther out from the Eddy，which was on my left Hand. There was no Wind stirring to help me，and all I could do with my Paddlers signify'd nothing，and now I began to give my self over for lost；for as the Current was on both Sides the Island，I knew in a few Leagues Distance they must joyn again，and then I was irrecoverably gone；nor did I see any Possibility of avoiding it；so that I had no Prospect before me but of Perishing；not by the Sea，for that was calm enough，but of starving for Hunger. I had indeed found a Tortoise on the Shore，as big almost as I could lift，and had toss'd it into the Boat；and I had a great Jar of fresh Water，that is to say，one of my Earthen Pots；but what was all this to being driven into the vast Ocean，where to be sure，there was no Shore，no main Land，or Island，for a thousand Leagues at least.
And now I saw how easy it was for the Providence of God make the most miserable Condition Mankind could be in worse. Now I look'd back upon my desolate solitary Island，the most pleasant Place in the World，and all the Happiness my Heart could wish for，was to be but there again. I stretch'd out my Hands to it with eager Wishes. O happy Desart said I，I shall never see thee more. O miserable Creature，said I，whether am I going：Then I reproach'd my Self with my unthankful Temper，and how I had repin'd at my solitary Condition；and now what would I give to be on Shore there again. Thus we never see the true State of our Condition，till it is illustrated to us by its Contraries；nor know how to value what we enjoy，but by the want of it. It is scarce possible to imagine the Consternation I was now in，being driven from my beloved Island （for so it appear'd to me now to be） into the wide Ocean，almost two Leagues，and in the utmost Despair of ever recovering it again. However，I work'd hard，till indeed my Strength was almost exhausted，and kept my Boat as much to the Northward，that is，towards the Side of the Current which the Eddy lay on，as possibly I could；when about Noon，as the Sun pass'd the Meridian，I thought I felt a little Breeze of Wind in my Face，springing up from the S.S.E. This chear'd my Heart a little，and especially when in about half an Hour more，it blew a pretty small gentle Gale. By this Time I was gotten at a frightful Distance from the Island，and had the least Cloud or haizy Weather interven'd，I had been undone another Way too；for I had no Compass on Board，and should never have known how to have steer'd towards the Island，if I had but once lost Sight of it；but the Weather continuing clear，I apply'd my self to get up my Mast again，spread my Sail，standing away to the North，as much as possible，to get out of the Current.