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Strether looked about him as in slight reluctance to say; then the curtain, which he saw about to rise, came to his aid."I'll tell you next time." But when the next time came he only said he'd tell her later on--after they should have left the theatre; for she had immediately reverted to their topic, and even for himself the picture of the stage was now overlaid with another image.His postponements, however, made her wonder--wonder if the article referred to were anything bad.And she explained that she meant improper or ridiculous or wrong.But Strether, so far as that went, could satisfy her."Unmentionable? Oh no, we constantly talk of it;we are quite familiar and brazen about it.Only, as a small, trivial, rather ridiculous object of the commonest domestic use, it's just wanting in-what shall I say? Well, dignity, or the least approach to distinction.Right here therefore, with everything about us so grand--!" In short he shrank.

"It's a false note?"

"Sadly.It's vulgar."

"But surely not vulgarer than this." Then on his wondering as she herself had done: "Than everything about us." She seemed a trifle irritated."What do you take this for?""Why for--comparatively--divine! "

"This dreadful London theatre? It's impossible, if you really want to know.""Oh then," laughed Strether, "I DON'T really want to know!"It made between them a pause, which she, however, still fascinated by the mystery of the production at Woollett, presently broke.

"'Rather ridiculous'? Clothes-pins? Saleratus? Shoe-polish?"It brought him round."No--you don't even 'burn.' I don't think, you know, you'll guess it.""How then can I judge how vulgar it is?"

"You'll judge when I do tell you"--and he persuaded her to patience.But it may even now frankly be mentioned that he in the sequel never WAS to tell her.He actually never did so, and it moreover oddly occurred that by the law, within her, of the incalculable, her desire for the information dropped and her attitude to the question converted itself into a positive cultivation of ignorance.In ignorance she could humour her fancy, and that proved a useful freedom.She could treat the little nameless object as indeed unnameable--she could make their abstention enormously definite.There might indeed have been for Strether the portent of this in what she next said.

"Is it perhaps then because it's so bad--because your industry as you call it, IS so vulgar--that Mr.Chad won't come back? Does he feel the taint? Is he staying away not to be mixed up in it?""Oh," Strether laughed, "it wouldn't appear--would it?--that he feels 'taints'! He's glad enough of the money from it, and the money's his whole basis.There's appreciation in that--I mean as to the allowance his mother has hitherto made him.She has of course the resource of cutting this allowance off; but even then he has unfortunately, and on no small scale, his independent supply--money left him by his grandfather, her own father.""Wouldn't the fact you mention then," Miss Gostrey asked, "make it just more easy for him to be particular? Isn't he conceivable as fastidious about the source--the apparent and public source--of his income?"Strether was able quite good-humouredly to entertain the proposition."The source of his grandfather's wealth--and thereby of his own share in it--was not particularly noble.""And what source was it?"

Strether cast about."Well--practices."

"In business? Infamies? He was an old swindler?""Oh," he said with more emphasis than spirit, "I shan't describe HIM nor narrate his exploits.""Lord, what abysses! And the late Mr.Newsome then?""Well, what about him?"

"Was he like the grandfather?"

"No--he was on the other side of the house.And he was different."Miss Gostrey kept it up."Better?"

Her friend for a moment hung fire."No."Her comment on his hesitation was scarce the less marked for being mute."Thank you.NOW don't you see," she went on, "why the boy doesn't come home? He's drowning his shame.""His shame? What shame?"

"What shame? Comment donc? THE shame."

"But where and when," Strether asked, "is 'THE shame'--where is any shame--to-day? The men I speak of--they did as every one does; and (besides being ancient history) it was all a matter of appreciation."She showed how she understood."Mrs.Newsome has appreciated?""Ah I can't speak for HER!"

"In the midst of such doings--and, as I understand you, profiting by them, she at least has remained exquisite?""Oh I can't talk of her!" Strether said.

"I thought she was just what you COULD talk of.You DON'T trust me," Miss Gostrey after a moment declared.

It had its effect."Well, her money is spent, her life conceived and carried on with a large beneficence--""That's a kind of expiation of wrongs? Gracious," she added before he could speak, "how intensely you make me see her!""If you see her," Strether dropped, "it's all that's necessary."She really seemed to have her."I feel that.She IS, in spite of everything, handsome."This at least enlivened him."What do you mean by everything?""Well, I mean YOU." With which she had one of her swift changes of ground."You say the concern needs looking after; but doesn't Mrs.Newsome look after it?""So far as possible.She's wonderfully able, but it's not her affair, and her life's a good deal overcharged.She has many, many things.""And you also?"

"Oh yes--I've many too, if you will."

"I see.But what I mean is," Miss Gostrey amended, "do you also look after the business?""Oh no, I don't touch the business."

"Only everything else?"

"Well, yes--some things."

"As for instance--?"

Strether obligingly thought."Well, the Review.""The Review?--you have a Review?"