第19章

A DIARY OF THE DYING

How strange the words look scribbled at the top of the empty page of my book! How stranger still that it is I, Edward Malone, who have written them--I who started only some twelve hours ago from my rooms in Streatham without one thought of the marvels which the day was to bring forth! I look back at the chain of incidents, my interview with McArdle, Challenger's first note of alarm in the Times, the absurd journey in the train, the pleasant luncheon, the catastrophe, and now it has come to this--that we linger alone upon an empty planet, and so sure is our fate that I can regard these lines, written from mechanical professional habit and never to be seen by human eyes, as the words of one who is already dead, so closely does he stand to the shadowed borderland over which all outside this one little circle of friends have already gone.I feel how wise and true were the words of Challenger when he said that the real tragedy would be if we were left behind when all that is noble and good and beautiful had passed.But of that there can surely be no danger.Already our second tube of oxygen is drawing to an end.

We can count the poor dregs of our lives almost to a minute.

We have just been treated to a lecture, a good quarter of an hour long, from Challenger, who was so excited that he roared and bellowed as if he were addressing his old rows of scientific sceptics in the Queen's Hall.He had certainly a strange audience to harangue: his wife perfectly acquiescent and absolutely ignorant of his meaning, Summerlee seated in the shadow, querulous and critical but interested, Lord John lounging in a corner somewhat bored by the whole proceeding, and myself beside the window watching the scene with a kind of detached attention, as if it were all a dream or something in which I had no personal interest whatever.Challenger sat at the centre table with the electric light illuminating the slide under the microscope which he had brought from his dressing room.The small vivid circle of white light from the mirror left half of his rugged, bearded face in brilliant radiance and half in deepest shadow.He had, it seems, been working of late upon the lowest forms of life, and what excited him at the present moment was that in the microscopic slide made up the day before he found the amoeba to he still alive.

"You can see it for yourselves," he kept repeating in great excitement."Summerlee, will you step across and satisfy yourself upon the point? Malone, will you kindly verify what Isay? The little spindle-shaped things in the centre are diatoms and may be disregarded since they are probably vegetable rather than animal.But the right-hand side you will see an undoubted amoeba, moving sluggishly across the field.The upper screw is the fine adjustment.Look at it for yourselves."Summerlee did so and acquiesced.So did I and perceived a little creature which looked as if it were made of ground glass flowing in a sticky way across the lighted circle.Lord John was prepared to take him on trust.

"I'm not troublin' my head whether he's alive or dead," said he.

"We don't so much as know each other by sight, so why should Itake it to heart? I don't suppose he's worryin' himself over the state of OUR health."I laughed at this, and Challenger looked in my direction with his coldest and most supercilious stare.It was a most petrifying experience.

"The flippancy of the half-educated is more obstructive to science than the obtuseness of the ignorant," said he."If Lord John Roxton would condescend----""My dear George, don't be so peppery," said his wife, with her hand on the black mane that drooped over the microscope."What can it matter whether the amoeba is alive or not?""It matters a great deal," said Challenger gruffly.

"Well, let's hear about it," said Lord John with a good-humoured smile."We may as well talk about that as anything else.If you think I've been too off-hand with the thing, or hurt its feelin's in any way, I'll apologize.""For my part," remarked Summerlee in his creaky, argumentative voice, "I can't see why you should attach such importance to the creature being alive.It is in the same atmosphere as ourselves, so naturally the poison does not act upon it.If it were outside of this room it would be dead, like all other animal life.""Your remarks, my good Summerlee," said Challenger with enormous condescension (oh, if I could paint that over-bearing, arrogant face in the vivid circle of reflection from the microscope mirror!)--"your remarks show that you imperfectly appreciate the situation.This specimen was mounted yesterday and is hermetically sealed.None of our oxygen can reach it.But the ether, of course, has penetrated to it, as to every other point upon the universe.Therefore, it has survived the poison.

Hence, we may argue that every amoeba outside this room, instead of being dead, as you have erroneously stated, has really survived the catastrophe.""Well, even now I don't feel inclined to hip-hurrah about it,"said Lord John."What does it matter?"

"It just matters this, that the world is a living instead of a dead one.If you had the scientific imagination, you would cast your mind forward from this one fact, and you would see some few millions of years hence--a mere passing moment in the enormous flux of the ages--the whole world teeming once more with the animal and human life which will spring from this tiny root.You have seen a prairie fire where the flames have swept every trace of grass or plant from the surface of the earth and left only a blackened waste.You would think that it must be forever desert.